The first two weeks of 2016 have been tough. I’ve been searching for inner calm amongst the anxious thoughts ~ but calm isn’t amongst them, it lives underneath. The anxiety must be sifted through, rejected.
There were commitments made last year which no longer fit me, that need to play out to their end now. There are new habits to be made. The old habits? They know they’re dying. I like to think that nothing about me just lies down to die. Not even these bad habits. Respect.
Old habits don’t die
without putting up a fight ~
watch them burn and fade.